I kinda hate it when I stumbled upon someone's dark secrets. It wasn't intentional. At some point I kinda wished I hadn't stumbled upon it because I don't know what to do about it. It is worst when I can't talk to anyone about it. It's the same as quite some time ago when I accidentally opened a can of worms back in Form 6. Same thing this time except that it is even closer which makes it even more argh. God, why.