19 Nov 2009

And so, today I went for a swim again. It was quite a satisfying swim. I swam for about an hour and a half. Hopefully it built some muscles or burnt some fat off me. Haha. Other than that, I continued to watch movies and this time, quite a satisfying one – Grey’s Autonomy Season 1. I actually finished Season 2 few days ago. I got Season 2 from my roomie. Now I guess I’ll continue with Season 4 with few series missing. I didn’t have Season 3 so I guess I’ll pick up the missing parts here and there throughout the movie then.

I can’t really believe that a week has almost gone here. I didn’t do much, only enjoyed myself thoroughly (and lavishly) indulging in movies – something I seldom get to do. So I watched Desperate Housewives, Lost Season 1 and Grey’s Autonomy Season 1, 2 and going to 4. The rest are movies like Charlotte’s Web, The Dead Poets’ Society and some others I just couldn’t really remember. The thing is, I enjoy movies but I’m just not THAT into them. *shrugs* So I can live without them  like I survived a week without internet ;) Seriously, I’m just different (or so, just different from these KL or “city” people). I can enjoy life without TV or internet. Unless I want to look for information of course and this needs the internet and the library. And looking for books or journals or articles or anything in the library will be like looking for a needle in a haystack without the internet. Other than that, if internet is available, I would gladly use it for fun, for my writing in the form of blogging AND most importantly, connecting with people.

A week almost gone and tomorrow Emerge starts. Kinda excited about it. I’ll just leave it to God to arrange how the three days of Emerge goes. I was kinda worrying about not having people accompany me throughout the sessions because I’ll be going with ShoesJunkie and she will be serving or with the leaders and will never be around, PenangGuy will either be attending to his friend or serving too. The rest will also do the same. As for me, I kinda submit my name for serving as usher a little late so I don’t know if I’ll get to serve. If I do, it’s a good thing because I will be on duty and I won’t really feel alone or lost because I know what to do and so on. If not, I’ll be on my own and trying my best to enjoy the whole thing on my own I guess. I will try to make new friends to be with and enjoy the sessions with. It will be good.

Today, actually just now, I suddenly have the urge to take off my ring and stop wearing it. My original purpose of the ring was to remind myself to not get involved in any romantic relationship until I take it off on my 23rd birthday. Right after I bought the ring I figured that it’s the heart that really matters and wearing a ring doesn’t bring much significance too perhaps some people would say that some will think that I am already taken. Oh well, I guess it doesn’t really matter at all. There are times when I want to wear in even after that birthday and that if someone is interested in me but is wondering if I am taken or not, they’ll just have to get to know me and figure it out for themselves. But today, I was feeling like, I’m tired of wearing it. I’m tired of having something on my finger, that it sort of felt like the finger wants freedom. It sounds funny but it feels like it. I tried wearing it on other fingers but it would just come off quite easily. Well, I don’t know. I’ll see how it is after some time.

Lately I have been sleeping at 4 to 5 am. I tried sleeping earlier like 11pm but I end up taking a “nap” and waking up then having to sleep at nearly 6am. I think it’s because I have all the energy conserved up inside that I didn’t get to use up to make me tired. All I have been doing is wake up, wash up, cook, eat, watch movies, clean up, bath, watch movies, sleep and occasionally, swim. I helped clean up the house a bit on the first day but I kinda gave up cleaning the house because I don’t know if I will offend her for being so nosy. But I have been cleaning bits of parts of the house, here and there but nothing major of course. I think Emerge will kinda tune my sleeping clock proper with sessions in the mornings and nights but I’m not too sure. I guess when I’m back home I have to find something to engage into so that I will sleep properly and wake up to mornings. My mornings this week are all gone becoming afternoons because I wake at 12 to 2pm. I know it’s mad but I think a lot of people would agree that this is KL life or uni students’ holiday life. Haha. I have been hearing ShoesJunkie watching series or something in her room until around 2am too. I’m not that sure what time she goes to sleep also although she said she sleeps at 11 to 12am when I asked her before.

I know this is loooong because I haven’t really written since day 1 of my time here in my physical journal. So I guess, chao for now (you guys will only be reading this a few days after it’s been written because I have no internet line here )