So just now I went to Sunway Convention Centre earlier, around two hours or so earlier. ShoesJunkie left me and I was free to roam so I found my way downstairs round Sunway Pyramid. I walk around, start messaging people (this is what I do when I’m alone at some place and bored but this time SpoiltTempurung started messaging me earlier on today too and replied my message when I was walking around.
I walked a few floors, couldn’t decide which stores to walk in. I kind of don’t want to spend any money plus I don’t have any specific things to look out for so I just kept walking around aimlessly while keeping watch of where I am walking so that I know my way back upstairs when the time comes. I went into the Kitschen there, looked around and couldn’t find any nice clothes to try on. I tried on around 8 shirts and dresses, all not nice, not even worth taking any photos. Then I found one guy, a sales guy there checking me out, looking me from the top to my shoes. What the heck. I just strut off out of the shop.
I walked into Jusco, seriously, nothing nice there so I left too and kept walking around. Then I came to the floor with Popular. Looked around for around 20 minutes plus choosing a bottle I want to buy and the grab a copy of Women’s Weekly for my mum and rush back to the convention centre. By the time I reached, I realized that I am rather late in a way (but I was around 25 minutes early!) and I only get a seat in the fourth row counting from the back. So the whole night I had to strain my neck, having to look above of past the silly guy’s retro hair (the big bobby super curly black hair) who was sitting right in front of me. Now my back is kind of tired. I didn’t bought dinner too. I did think of it but just didn’t get myself to go buy.
The night was really interesting and enjoyable except for the cluster cheer in the beginning part. I wasn’t sitting anywhere near my cluster but next to a crazy bunch of people from other cluster who got whistles which sound horrid (so high pitched that it’s annoying. I have sensitive ears xD). Then the hip hop looking guy sitting on my left is gone so I got free space especially during worship which was superbly nice since I won’t get squashed. I will go sit real front tomorrow and the next few sessions so that I can sit with the more “committed” people. The area I was sitting in just now, quite ok just that there are quite a few people who doesn’t look serious during worship nor during sermon time which is kinda distracting at times but it was still okay. The most interesting thing at my seat was during the 3 minute talk-to-a-stranger-time. The girl sitting on my right is has the same name as mine and come from the same state as me! xD We were both like, wow! :D Haha… That was the one thing that cheered me up and warm me up after the lonely, cold, bitter feeling I had since the hour before.
At first I did message PenangGuy asking whether he is serving and that I want to sit with him because I have no one to be with. Then his reply came rather short so my assumption was that he isn’t willing to sit with me and so on and I was in kind of a bitter mood because I was alone and I don’t have anyone to be with and enjoy with and thinking him being like that adds on it too. Then when all of it ended, I was kind of wondering what to buy, whether to buy the album with the shirt that comes with a free Crocs merchandise (which I got it in the end and THANK GOD I was the last person getting the free merchandise because that was kind of the reason I got it. Haha.) and PenangGuy saw me and asked me where I was sitting and whether I was sitting with ShoesJunkie so I answered him and he said that I should have called him because the time I messaged him he wasn’t there yet and that tomorrow to call him so that we can find each other and I can sit with him. :D Haha. Who knows what he was thinking? Plus I found out that I am afraid of getting hurt, hoping too much so I will tend to pull away fast, assuming the worst so that I won’t get hurt. Sigh. I wonder how to deal with it.
Eyes tired. Must sleep now. Tomorrow morning’s the next session! :D
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