Tuesday, 28 April 2009

Covenant with God

I have been having this idea of getting a ring. At first it was when I was struggling with the difficulty of myself keep forgetting about God and having a ring to remind me of His presence in life. But then when I got the ring, and also in the process in getting it, there weren't much feelings about the ring. There's no super WOW feeling of commitment as in marriage but a quiet whisper that all we need is the circumcision of the heart, not the physical. In the end, it's the heart that matters.

The other purpose of getting one is to have a reminder to stay pure and also, to focus my mind and heart on Christ and not to look for love in all the wrong places again until the time when I am truly ready, the time when it is time when God will bring the one into my life. So I will be wearing that as a reminder to myself and also, to show others where I stand that they will respect and know. That will mean I will not be involved in any relationships until the time is right and my selected time is in the middle to the end of my uni years. I think most probably during the end of my uni years and the guy must be a close friend throughout my uni years until he open up to propose :) The other details of my romance story-to-be, I'll leave it to God to author it :D

I am in covenant with God. I belong to God. Some people may say I am wedded to Christ which is true :) I am forever wedded to God. I am the bride of God and God is my bridegroom :D Holy Spirit, continue to overflow, take over. My whole being is Yours. Sanctify me, renew my mind, change me into the woman you want me to be. I want to be a woman after Your own heart. Mould me. I'm coming after You, I'm reaching out to You. Give me Your heart. Your desires are my desires. Do unto me whatever You want me to do. I love and honour You.

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