Bummer.

You know those kind of people who doesn't share stuff but always look out for chances to look at your stuff or hear about your turn or comments from lecturers to improve themselves but never sharing theirs to help yours? 

Sien ah having this kind of friends. She saw my comments and I can't help feeling rather sour because I know she'll never help me in any way. Even asking for her opinions and stuff is not helpful at all. 

But in general I'm rather bummed. Today I simply let my mentor/teacher guide come in to observe me but she point out things and writes them in the comments but I felt it wasn't fair as she never bothered about my teaching and never guided me or give me tips or anything. I've always been on my own. And these students are VERY discouraging. 

Unhelpful "mentor" who gives me the vibe that she is rather disinterested but then gives very detailed comments AND DOES NOT WANT TO REVEAL TO ME MY GRADE THAT SHE GAVE (the other teachers gave the other trainee to see her grade), demotivated and lazy students who only wants to play. AND that kiasu friend who never helps and never encourages and always on the lookout for her gain. 

I see so much disadvantages it is not helping. And tomorrow is Saturday and I still have freaking school following Friday's schedule which means I have double periods for BOTH my classes AGAIN.

Sien ah. 

:(