Uncertain

Currently I'm sitting in Starbucks, one of the rare times I get to go out. I wished I have a notebook with me to journal or just write. I tried imagining myself doing this back in the flat but it's not that appealing as the weather is so hot unlike having the air con here.

2 more months left then I am off into the race to secure jobs and if I may, run after what I want. But sometimes things are not in my control. I can only play my side of the chess and see what happens. This is not Just in terms of jobs but the notion of finding a partner is also pushed to be seen on my platter.

Up until this point, things are not as clear as I would like them to be. Things are not set, still uncertain. I don't know where I'll end up, who I'll meet, who I'll work with and for, not even the kind of job I'm gonna do.

Another transition period. Not easy.

And I haven't even finished my practicum. Observations are happening really soon and I hope I'll do exceedingly well. Escaped for just a little while but I have to face reality.

I like going out. I like cities. I like being with people. Trying to overcome, going beyond the lack of all those things I like and perhaps, need.

2 months left.