Monday, 3 December 2012

And again for no apparent reason...

I became a target for some people's hate. To think of it, hey I didn't do anything to you. What happened actually?

This is the second or third last week of university life. Since first semester, it happened. Actually there's nothing much to say to it. I'm trying to look inside myself and see if I am really not affected by it (I worry that it actually affects me internally in the subconscious mind) but... so far it's like, yeah nothing. 

To think that some people are so bored and broken that they devoted their lives into hating people.

If you think your life's tough, think again. Have you ever lived in a community that actually hates you, bad mouth you, in all subtle ways try to make you know that they hate you? 

But still, I really have gone past the point of caring so much and getting hurt by their words. I'm thinking of writing to some of them, last little bit before being released into the world to help them think - why have you changed from the sweet you to a bitter and poisonous you? But we'll see about that. Contemplating.

My sleep debt is catching up on me. Gonna have a nap now. 

I hope the bitter people can sort themselves up. It's sad to see people rot from the inside out :( 

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