These two weeks were rather taxing as things and relationships started breaking down and deadlines come and big deadlines are even nearer, stupid people manifesting their ridiculous craziness... 

I have grown past being affected by all that but it is the things that goes on within my soul that actually took the tol of being neglected ending up with a sudden surge of emotions as inside caves and a much-needed-emergency-call to the most beloved Godmother happens. 

I really need a place to escape to for Christmas. 3 or 4 days is also enough. I can't bear being cooped up here again while everyone goes home. I don't know but I am trying to find out where I can go or if I decided to go Singapore if there is anywhere I can stay. 

It has been too long being here. Much too long.