Their Glory Days are Over!

... were the words that kept coming to my mind as I spent the last two and a half days in Mukah. Those words grant me patience and mercy towards the people and programs there. The awesomeness are gone, the presence and the power is gone, the warmth and the love are gone, the genuineness of fellowship is gone... all that's left is hard labour, empty froth, strive for the past glory that cannot be found through their methods, their mentality and the blindness to the truth that is right in front of their eyes. It's pretty sad to look at the hard efforts and the hungry yearning hearts crying out so hard but not receiving while some others are just plain cold and concrete, riding along for fun without aim, without purposes.

So yeah. It gets me through the camp. I was super sad when I knew what happened in Sibu, in the conference where I should be. But last night, God is good that I still get to attend the last session and I got to be prayed for by the speakers to receive the anointings and blessings that I have not received from the past two sessions. Although I did not get any supernatural experiences, but I believe that God has imparted anointings, blessings and power into me for my walk with Him and also for the wonderful work that He is preparing me to do in the days to come. I still anticipate the day when I will experience God in an awesome way though :) I'm sure God's good to not deprive me from that although this may not be the time. So, still anticipating but not being down about it. Now to prepare myself for the coming semester.