The message is totally awesome. Sad that I'm missing two days of sessions. God will grant me favor from parents to go to the final session when I'm back from Mukah.
The anointing, God's presence, God's leading... all totally amazing! Since Saturday I listened to his sessions before the conference, it's like, God is already working in me. Firstly from breaking me from that old fear of man complex to worship, then to imparting to me anointing, then tonight, breaking through to obey the prompting of the HS to kneel and intercede. When the first time it was said by the pastor about 100 years ago when the first missionaries that came to this land and poured out their heart to God for this land and that God still remembers them and want to fulfill their prayers in this generation, I already feel the heart of God beating in mine. His emotions, His love, His earnest desire for this land, for the people of this land... it starts to overwhelm me. Then the pastor led us through a time of prayer but she stopped so fast. I didn't feel that it was done. Then when the speaker was given to lead us, he felt that it was incomplete and said it again, the Lord wants us to cry out, to intercede for this land, for the prayers that were cried out to God a century ago for this land and to cry out now to God for this land, to fulfill the promises of God on this land. The feelings start again. Then the HS prompted me to kneel as I saw the speaker's wife kneel, that God wanted to do something through me. So I kicked off my shoes and knelt. Once I knelt, the emotions overcame me with such a surge that I sobbed, I bawled shaking all over. It went on for a while then it slowly releases. I kept kneeling, waiting for the next move. Then the speaker said he felt the need for intercessors to go up to the front of the stage to kneel and intercede. I quickly went and the weeping came. Other intercessors were also howling and weeping next to me. It went on for quite a while. Then the speaker led us to make declarations for the land, then to stand and soak in the sweet presence of the Holy Spirit. After that only he moved into the teachings.
At the end of the teachings (night session was about priestly worship), we enter to a session of priestly worship where we were free to express our love to God. Some knelt, a lot sat, some raised their hands, all sang, some stood. I sat and sang for a while, then the strong urge led me to stand with arms raised. When it was so saturated, climaxed, my hands were shaking, my lips were shaking, my fingers were shaking and had a huge urged that I can't help but clasp my fingers. The presence of God was so strong. Ahhh...
God you are so, so good. There is no one like you... *sings*
I'll be back for the final session on Thursday night!!!!! RAWR!!!!!
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