I'm home!

I woke up dreaming about getting a hat from Padini, opened my eyes for a second and realized for a moment that I am home.

They beauty of home is the silence.

In the past few months I wake up to noisy bustling, shouting, high pitched screaming from room to room floor to floor and also the loudly blasted prayers, the sound of distant showers and also buses. Today, I wake up to total silence, with the sound of the fan spinning disturbed occasionally by the sound of cars passing by and my mum's radio downstairs. And I felt tears springing up my eyes, happy from the fact that I am home and I have been missing it for so long.

I had to tell myself not to cry because I am home. My mind asked my heart, "Why are you crying? You're home already." It was irrational to be crying when I'm home. But to think of the times that I find hard and have had to live and bear through them for so long, now to only finally be away from it, I couldn't help it.

I shall seek inner healing from all of that when I'm home. God, help me.

First day back home, looking forward to the food, people and the laid-back-ness. :)

I'm home!