Today I woke up, suddenly my heart hits home. And tears came to my eyes. Perhaps because yesterday I chatted with mom on facebook. 11 more days til I reach home. Can't wait to taste the first paper, feel the adrenaline and jump into the streak of exams and soon it will be over.
And this semester will be over. And this year will be over.
It's funny how my concept of year needs to be shifted because I started my first semester in the middle of the year and ends my uni years during mid years. So my concept of year for now follows the uni and my yearly resolutions, I haven' figured out yet. Trying to set it like really yearly but sometimes just forgot. I was thinking of setting semester-ly resolutions.
Roomie's coming back today I guess. Tomorrow start having papers le. Still don't know how to handle her. She is one of them, preserving peace just because I'm her roommate.
Some of us say it's the difference of culture. Sarawakians always have their heart open, never hold grudges, always friendly and respectful. And for them it's a different case. Back stabbing, betrayal, misinterpreting... just plain stupid.
What to do? They're from the broken world. Don't need to expect too much from them.
I just need to mind my own business. Talking about reaching out to them? I don't know how yet. God will make a way. I hope.
And I just remembered that I have been forewarned of testings and lessons which will come hard to learn and this is one of them.
Now to continue to pray about my mentors. Still not sure who yet.
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