Monday, 29 March 2010

Tender hearted xD

For now I kept thinking that if one day I see that someone cry in sadness, I will cry too. I still remember that day after Easter dinner in IK, Michelle was talking to me and she came down and we were referring something to her and she asked what it was. Then we were like, keeping in secret from her. Then ah, she pulled that super kesian face and said, "What???? Dora????" in such a kesian tone that it just.. make me feel like aiyooo... :( So sad. But I knew that that time it was just a joke and it's nothing serious so, after we enter the car things were ok. Haha. But it got me thinking why I feel so attached to her.

Coming to uni, meeting with all these various people from uni and church, there are key people whom strike to be so easy to approach and open up to. Some are hard, some are hard to figure out but some just came by, meet once or twice and it sort of clicked. All of them are girls la. I enjoy being around them and I can just simply adore them. They are namely ErnJie, Jess, Carolyn, Boss (whom it was kinda hard to figure out. But now a bit better. But sometimes I still don't understand some things) and one guy Supaman. xD

Need to build close friends. God's telling me - it's better to be alone than with the wrong company. Which I feel is seriously true. I don't feel comfortable being with the few people that kept talking about the sad and negative things of other people ALL THE TIME. Then there are some who are known to talk about what we tell to the whole world. Then there are some who won't tell their true feelings, if they don't agree they just keep quiet. I seriously don't like that also. I would rather have each being honest and true, voicing own opinions. It's not like I'm a tyrant to be enforcing what I believe on others. Sigh. People are complicated to deal with. Looking forward to study psychology, or at least some aspects of it in education. Hehe.

Hmm... got bad news for Jess. :( Pls, I do hope she don pull that so kesian face. I cannot tahan!

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