Is It Worth It?

They take joy in my pain
They rejoice when I fall
They take pleasure in my anger
They celebrate the piercing of my heart

Tell me, are they worth being with?
Tell me, is it worth to mend it?
They twist all my words, misinterpret my actions
Treating my good intentions as *hit

They alienate me, forgot about me
They believe in all the lies said against me
They never stood up for me
They now come and deliberately hurt me

Tell me, are they worth being with?
Tell me, is it worth mending it?
They misinterpret my intentions
They accuse me of being a hypocrite

They don't take into account
The tears I shed, the heartache
They think I deserve all the worst in the world
They forgot the all the pain they inflicted upon me

Tell me, are they worth being with?
Tell me, is it worth mending it?
Tell me if true friends are supposed to be like that
Thriving in lies about me, deliberately hurting me?