Sunday, 21 February 2010

Carpe Diem

So, I dah sampai balik uni. Asalnya dah tak emo tapi tadi saya tiba-tiba teringat kenapa masa unpacking tak nampak hair dryer saye, saya baru ingat saya simpan hair dryer kat kotaknye dan tertinggalnye kat rumah. I thought the box was empty but the hair dryer is still inside. So I agak emo sekarang. I dunno why I so emo also over my hair dryer. But I know I have been looking forward to having my hair dryer here so that I can dry my hair when I am rushing or when I want to style my hair a bit during occasions. Sigh. So I won't have my hair dryer again for the rest of this semester. Sigh.

Sekarang tangan kiri saya rasa macam tak biasa. Saya pagi tadi bagi balik bracelet saya kepada mak kerana it's gold. Mak bagi saya pakai masa di rumah sempena CNY juga. Tapi sekarang tiba-tiba tanggalkan macam tidak biasa aje. We are creatures of habit I was once told. I can surely see it now since I can feel so tidak biasa over such a little thing as stop wearing that bracelet when I've only worn it for a couple of days. It's less than a week!

Aih, looking at the leftovers of my cha hung ngan (a type of noodles) which I brought from hometown, I feel rather reluctant to throw them away although I don't feel like eating and it doesn't taste as nice as when it was just cooked cos it turn cold. Sad. Kiuh raya, I would be rather reluctant to share too since it's so little and those are the little things that I can taste from home which won't last long. Aiyo.

I don't want to start studying ahh... but tomorrow's classes are starting again and I terpaksalah juga buck up and keep running if not I will get left behind. Assignments must start ASAP!

This morning at Youth Worship, I was reminded of carpe diem. I watched the movie Dead Poets Society before. An awesome movie although I can't quite remember what happened in the end. But that part really reminded me to seize the day, not waste time but dare myself to do the things I want, new things to taste, new horizons to reach. And now to continue my semester, carpe diem.

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