Overwhelmed.

This morning I had an awesome time in church. Though I was late, thank God I still get a seat in the main hall. Though I was alone, I wasn't because I am worshipping God and God alone and I don't have to care about what others are thinking and just worship as how I wanted. The sermon was awesome! The worship time was awesome! Today Keith's jokes were awesome! (His previous one is horrid xD)

Last night before I sleep, I opened the devotional book, Everyday by CHC pastor, given by my cell leader and read the first one. I can feel the anointing just flowing through my soul/spirit. The first title is God's blessing last forever. Suddenly I felt so loved, I felt so blessed. I have this brother in Christ whom I never knew before, so willingly and faithfully sending me to church and cell group, taking care of me and treating me so nicely like his little sis and never asking for anything in return. Then the cell leader gave me that devotional book. Then today when PenangBro is back in his home town and couldn't take me to church, all transport is arranged for me to be able to go church. Then this morning after service, I saw CuteAdventurer and she looked so happy to see me. She thought I wouldn't be back until next year or something. Not sure how they got the idea. But to see her so happy just to see me and asking about me, these little things just warms me up inside so much.

Now I feel so overwhelmed. It's even more than last night. I kept asking God, Lord, what is the smallest thing I can do for them? All they seemed to ask is for me to stay faithful in going to cell and church and stay healthy and strong in my walk with God. I believe God whispered saying, "Your time to give will come. Just receive the blessings and let them get blessings from Me for serving you for now."

With the CHC worship songs plugged in my ear and reflecting all these, I am ever so grateful. While the next college is blasting with raya songs and horrid out of tune singing and the workers outside my room on my floor repairing some electric things, drilling the walls and such, only God can be my sole hiding place and rest.

Although I only had four hours of sleep last night for rushing a portion of my assignments, service was awesome. Although I feel like I am suffering from sleep deprivation and am trying to sleep but is mentally tortured by the noise pollution all around, God is my strength and today's awesomeness and all the blessings wins them all.

Gah, now I feel like curling up in a ball and let all the tears of gratitude flow. ;) Thank you God. Thank you people. Un million de amor.