Learning and Yearning

Last night's service is awesome, today's also. Learnt much, about lots of things. God has been teaching me stuff. :) E-books, devotionals, sermons from last night and today. I must make more time to absorb more. I love doing that. Spending time with God ESPECIALLY when God is teaching me stuff. It's only during dry times do I feel rather sien trying to read the bible and so on and feeling that I am not absorbing anything.

Yesterday had a great time after church, dinner and in the car with SmileyDoc. He's one nice guy that is so easy to get along with. And for once I am in my mischievous self with them but not directly in front of them (part of my cell group was there for dinner after service) because they were talking while me and SmileyDoc were in our mischievous selves, playing with food and arranging them into a smiley figure. Haha. He's just so nice and easy to talk and be my fun self with. As for me being my fun self in cell group, I would have to get comfortable with them and when the chance arises then only can I be in that. If not, very hard also.

Oh, and today I think I dare to connect more with younger people. Hehe. I don't know what's the reason for my fear towards older ones. Perhaps there's respect towards them, perhaps trying to look okay to them and not wanting to offending them more while for younger ones, I feel more free. Haha. Like today the 3 minutes talking to a new person, I talked to a form 5 guy who was rather shy but really nice. We still talked a bit when the service ends and we still can smile after that and for once, I found a sincere smile. Honestly, I do love the innocence and the genuineness of youth. But it is getting lesser. His name is Wilson, parents are actually from Miri :)

I have not re-meet with others whom I talked to before but some, after that, they aren't really interested to talk again. These are people. So I really appreciate the genuine ones. Thank God there are some left in the world. Haha, I like how he was so in awe knowing what course I am taking. Hmm... I am actually touched. :P It is really rare now to meet people like these. God bless him :)

I feel kinda hyper after these few days. Joy all bubbling again. My heart is yearning for more and more but I must face the little tests I get along the way and apply what I have learnt. Times would not be easy all the time and my hyper-ness might be smothered by things like worries and stuff but God will help me get over. I kind of wish I can spend more time, have more cell group sessions. Looking forward to the time I stay in CellLeader's place. :)