Back home. Jobs jobs jobs.

Hello I am home. I have been indulging in brainless activities which also results in the less-blogging happening now. Sorry though.

So a little until next week or next next week I'll be home for about a month now. A month sounds long but when you're here, the weeks just pass and four weeks gone resulting in a month gone. Mom's subtle hints and nudges to look for work is there. She thinks I don't know. =.= And I strongly but subtly hinted back that I do not want to think about it for a while. All she wants are the benefits that comes with my job which government jobs strongly flashed their high benefits which includes free medical services from government hospitals and low-interest loans and stuff. But if you ask me, I will tell you how devastating the education system is and how bad and incondusive it is to do any changes, bring any impact on the students.

It is either I squeeze out any life they have to preserve my own or I squeeze my own life (be it physical and mental and whateverelse) to bring about changes to help them. It is not fun and not at all funny.

Perhaps I am going through this short phase of burnout from all those teaching I did. The thought of going back to that horrible torturing place does not bring any relief or joy at all for now. Totally hate that vicious cycle where the system tortures the teacher and the students making students have joy in torturing teachers and not wanting to study and in the end the teacher gets burnt in all places especially in the heart.


ANYWAYS, been reviewing and browsing Jobstreet lately. Updated my resume and simply chip in and applied to an International School in Melaka. Wouldn't mind Melaka since I got sufficiently familiar with the place. Being among 360 applicants, we'll see.