Hello :)

The peak of the semester is gone with a blast and a jump up hooray and also failed attempts to shuffle on the stage when everything is done but happy nonetheless.

Like every blast of greatness and partayy and celebration, it ends with a silence and a void that needs to be filled with something else. Yes, there were frustration, tiredness, arguments, complaints, short enjoyments then tiredness all over again then nervousness then relief then celebration of its finish. But it was like the spice of it all like the roller coaster period of being a teen. When it all ended, suddenly we miss it all and we find that we have loved some people even more and known some people even more than before. Some people I saw other sides of them which I will be wary more since then while others I find myself cherishing and loving them even more.

What's more, I did realize that I am stronger and more stable, more mature perhaps in dealing with hard characters. I know how to turn off negativity and gossiping, talk nicer in the midst of unpleasantness and not run away from things when my emotions are all haywire but to hold it, do the task that needs to be done. These are what I realized.

Will I want to go through it again? Of course not! It's just like asking me if I want to be a teen again which my answer is also, NOH! ;) Once is enough. But I am definitely thinking of finishing a book, some sort of manual for the junior who will take my place as the director for their time to take Theater. I don't want him/her to be as clueless as I was this semester. At least a guide to help him/her to know what his/her duties are and where and what to do and who to refer that sort of thing. I started it but just the frosting on the top only. Have to find the time to finish it soon before the momentum of this semester ends and theater wears off during the holidays.

Five more weeks (including this) and this semester is gone. Pretty fast. I WANT TO BAKE BAKE BAKE BAKE BAKE BAKE BAKE BAKE. And I am pretty sure mummy will let me bake as much as I can for CNY when I am home!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! Saw a lot of awesome recipes that I wanted so much to try out.

And seeing so much photos of home food... I can smell it within me and I know I miss the food a lot. Yesterday at Times Square eating good food, it feels so... blessed after so long of just any food in uni. Compare rich Cheese baked rice with a huge slice of chicken to nasi ayam with only a small chunk of chicken and loads of rice. Yes, there's a difference to the price but still, after having those few types of Malay food everyday which is not cheap, or having only instant noodles for the whole day during weekends, then having chances to eat good food like chicken soup or cheesy rich rice, it is like... ah... *super satisfied look*

Anyways, this is just a random update. After theater is done, everything else just sort of settled down in place rather than floating around everywhere. This week and next then it's Christmas :)