Leadership, Theater, Miracles and Blessings

In my opinion, a leader needs to know their strength and weakness. Knowing how much they should do and how much they should delegate.

My team doesn't know how to delegate. They are burning out and on the verge of bursting if not bursting already themselves. Some say their problem is that they feel very important holding so much responsibility. Plus the lecturer went to them directly to tell them what they should do. So I don't know what is going on. But I do see what is happening but I let my hands off because they wanted it so much so I just wait and see what will happen and whether they will come to me. I don't have to burden myself if they don't come to me. I can help them in terms of sorting things out and delegating tasks although I might not know much about the tasks itself but they can explain it to me and I help them then let go of it to them again because it is under them. But yeah, I let them learn. I am learning as well as I observed. I can't do much also since neither the lecturer nor the people come to me. It is not that I don't want to jump in and help. It's just that if there is no opening for me to enter, if they don't want me in, there is no need for me to force myself in and be called as one who is crazy for power.

What I hate to deal with is that girl who is in my group who also serves as my vice director but is not doing anything except letting her emotions take the better (or should I say the worst) of her that she force her way into things which made people unhappy, made herself tired and then causing her emotions to go haywire then also her ability to make rational decisions.

I have been praying over my group members and also my course mates numerous times. I don't like volcano eruptions especially with those who are out of control like the mentioned above and those who would not submit nor listen and thinks they are better than everyone else.

Declarations works. God's blessings works. I have been seeing them work. I bless the person who had their speaker on loud on my floor when I was sleeping and after a minute or two it went off. During my trip back from Penang previously, the bus driver smoked in the bus and I prayed blessings on him and instantly the smell of smoke just disappears although I can still see him smoking throughout the whole journey to KL. I prayed blessings on my group mates and course mates and also favor with them and so far there are not much outbursts. Even if there is it is not those emotional, heated volcano eruptions. Even that horrid day when the mentioned above was pulling her tantrum bringing a horribly unpleasant spirit into the whole group vexing everyone else, when I paused for a moment and thought of God and His peace, suddenly there's a change in atmosphere and she became better in an instant.

Miracles? I believe they are. And they are getting more and more obvious every time. I just wish that wonderful lecturer will get healed of her rare brain disease and come back to teach.