Finals, Time, Work

It felt like it was just a week ago that I settled my semester schedule. But now I am looking at the new semester's schedule. Time sure passes fast.

During today's sermon about time and our mindset, I felt like I am now on the balance of it. Being grounded on the present, looking towards the future and moving on from the past. And if I have a time machine, I will not use it. I don't want to revisit the past mistakes nor past conflicts. I don't want to see the future too. I am contented with the present, working hard towards the future. I believe that whatever that is done, is done. Whatever that happened happens for a reason and there is no need to revisit it. (I believe that if you still wish that you can return to the past to fix something, you are actually bound partially by it. I mean, think about it seriously.) And as for the future, it's like watching a movie. If you were to see the ending, what is the excitement of life for the present now? God gives me a glimpse of the future, a promise of a good thing and tells me ways to get to it. Isn't it much more exciting?

Still listening to God for cues of what to do about a particular thing besides daily stuff. God spoke clearly today through me to a sister. Felt good to be His channel :)

So, yeah. This is the end of the semester. I AM CROSSING THE MIDDLE POINT OF MY COURSE! *cheers* Can't wait to get out of uni to schools. But I am enjoying some of the joys in uni life. But getting impatient though :P AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Never mind. This hols I get to enter schools to teach! :D *cheers again*

So, the end of the semester means the upcoming of finals. Whoopee. There's one thing about finals is that we just stay in rooms study study study then go vomit the info and then when it ends, fly home. I don't know. Sometimes I do love these finals. But not when I am running out of time to study or there's this crappy course that I need to study for! xD So, need to plan out my schedule again and ... seriously looking forward to my time alone in the room when my roommate leaves for home because there's so much liberty like I can dance whenever I want, sing out loud whenever I want and yeah. Things are just different when there's another living being sharing the room. I love my alone time which is lacking. Yeah.

Gonna do all my laundry, clean the room a bit (it's a total mess now), iron the pile of clothes I have been meaning to iron and then sit down to study.

Happy I have laundry drying downstairs under the sun *smiles until eyes disappear* :)