My Guy Bestie

I want a boy best friend who will call me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as the fact he’s proud to have me as a bestfriend. One that I can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he’ll beat the shit out of them for me. A boy bestfriend who will drive me around like he’s my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I’m upset. One who becomes friends with my boyfriend and one who calls me up to see what I’m doing. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I’m wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.

I saw this on someone's tumblr and it reminded me of mine. Although mine may not be completely how it's described above but still he does partially fulfill the above. Now, I didn't say that I wanted one who is totally like the above but still, it would be nice.

I feel loved by my guy bestie because he loves me too. I love how he comes literally bounding up to meet me whenever he can. He is as excited to see me as I am and enjoys my company. He listens to me about people bullying me and he told me he is my Ah Beng who will bash them up when he sees them. It is very comforting to hear him verbally bombing them and bashing them up. He tells me the truth of how I look, whether it is nice or not. He doesn't mind driving me around town just so that we can spend time together. Although we don't spend time together all the time, but whenever we can we will enjoy the time together. He doesn't judge me at all. He accepts me just as I am. He isn't perfect, I am not too. But he has a big and kind heart.

I miss you.