Sunday, 27 March 2011

Forgiveness

I have some forgiveness issues that I need to sit down and deal with. So far I still haven't sit myself down to deal with it. Yes, a part of me hasn't let it go yet and I am still feeling a tad bitter towards those people who has hurt me deeply and has uttered words which are very insensitive and very rough. Those words has haunted my mind for some time now, words that are totally unpleasant and perhaps, abusive mentally. Words uttered by higher authorities (this refers sth differently than urs, poet) who never attended any counseling classes, carelessly without knowing the effects of the words while expecting us to buck up and be strong.

Somehow they just don't understand that certain people are so broken that they cannot even lift themselves up. Imagine people who are so hurt and broken that they cannot move and another person kicking and shouting at the person to stand up by themselves.

Yeah.

But still, I need to forgive to free myself from the prison of bitterness that tortures myself only.

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