Will You Answer Me?

Am I good friend?

Am I a good enough friend?

Or am I a leech selfishly seeking approval and input from others?

Or am I a discontented ungrateful spoilt person that hardly appreciates others?

Tell me now so that I can better myself.

I always wonder who are my good friends.

I don't know how others feel about me although I may love them much.

Will anyone let me know?

Hardly anyone reads this anyway.

I am starting to feel that the world is becoming a less caring one.

I'm afraid my heart might grow even more colder.

I'm starting to turn my heart off on certain things.

Is this the way, Lord?

I don't know.