God is my father. I shall never deny that. He will fight for me. He protects me. His love surpasses all. The best is, He takes me back every time. Even when I make mistakes. He picked up every broken pieces of my heart that you shattered and put them back again to make it whole.
I have forgiven you. For every tear I shed. For every sob I take. For every heartache I had.
If you don't want my love I shall extend it to others who need it more than you do. Perhaps others who will appreciate it.
My mistakes and my faults and my weaknesses are always laid bare before me for He reminds me all the time. I am changing. You do not appreciate it, I don't mind. I don't do all these for you and I don't do these to please you.
Wipe that smile off from your face. You don't have to suffer by keeping that mask on. That mask never hide the malice within anyway.
Every genuine apology, every genuine smile, every genuine laughter and care that I sow, you took them and stamp them at the soles of your feet.
It has been one year.
I shall let the wind blow
And I shall follow the wind of the Holy Spirit
To take me to places where I am free
And filled with joy that you never tasted
May the fire flow
Pure fire from above
Cleanse the filthiness
Refining the gold.
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