Warning : Vent.

So finally I'm back in the library. The frequency of me coming here can serve as a tool to measure how much I have been studying seriously and this semester has been horrible.

I AM STRESSED BECAUSE I HAVE AN ABUSIVE GROUP MATE WHO PUTS ME DOWN AND DISREGARD ME AND LOOK DOWN ON ME.

I AM STRESSED BECAUSE I HAVEN'T BEEN STUDYING PROPERLY.

I AM STRESSED BECAUSE I BLAME MYSELF FOR NOT BEING STRONG AGAINST BAD INFLUENCES THAT CAUSE ME NOT TO STUDY WELL BUT WASTE MY TIME.

I AM STRESSED BECAUSE EVERYTHING SEEMED SO MESSY RIGHT NOW AND I AM STILL BLUR AND IT FELT LIKE THERE'S A LOT OF THINGS TO DO.

I AM STRESSED BECAUSE I AM KEEPING ALL THESE FRUSTRATIONS TO MYSELF AND NOT VOICING IT OUT TO THE PERSON WHO IS ONE OF THE MAIN CAUSE OF IT JUST OR THE SAKE OF KEEPING FAKE PEACE.

I AM STRESSED BECAUSE I CAN'T DUN AWAY FROM ALL THESE FRUSTRATIONS.

Sorry I don't have anywhere to vent.