New Taste of Boredom

It is utterly sad that I can't be blogging interesting and nice things for now. I feel like there's lots of things to show and express and with the limitations of not being able to online on my personal laptop, it is such a sad thing :( I want to post pictures and perhaps shots and poems and anything interesting that comes my way. :(

And again, I can't wait for the day my laptop gets fixed.

A moment ago my heart kept singing My God Reigns and I know that it has been a while I have drowned myself in the Word. Now is a nagging feeling of boredom, the one that comes and whispers, "You are wasting your time on petty useless stuff and there are other important things to do rather than sitting here wasting time or watching series."

And now even onlining gets bored. That voice shouts louder than the desires to waste time and find entertainment for myself. But my soul didn't get entertained. It somehow gets entertained and satisfifed by accomplishments like yesterday I finally extract the needed parts of the library book for an assignment and I return it today. And there's that quiet satisfaction that comes which tastes sweeter than petty series or petty talk. Yes, sometimes those movies and stuff brings nice satisfaction but it is like sweets or even chocolates. Taken once in a while is nice and enjoyable. But if taken too much like one whole bar of chocolate in 5 minutes, it is not healthy and it gets yucky and detestable.

So, my soul is calling out for deep satisfaction that useless things can't satisfy. Time to go back to do some work no matter how small it is :)