I love my boyfriend

I'm happy :) Things are settling down and God has been working and teaching and chastening. Now I can happily squeal, "I am happily settled in CHC!" xD And this time it is real and it will last because God did big things :)

Want to know more details? Come talk to me personally ;)


Hmm... a lot of things happened, a lot of things I observed. I wouldn't claim that I have too open a mind to accept everyone's opinions and point of views. There are things that I felt is right and really correct, based on the things I have read and the ideas and concepts that I have think through. A lot. Maybe I should open up too and what I mean open up is to agree to disagree, not insisting that mine is the ultimate truth and not forcing it down other people's throats. Yes, that's the balance that I need to cultivate. I don't think God is asking me to back down in my principles but to let others stand on their own too and if I am right, they will learn it in their own time, and if I am wrong, I will learn it in my own time too.

It's not easy, believe me. Especially when we have to come in agreement with people in the same project and some people are just so, to me, ridiculous in their ideas and opinions. But as I have said above, I need to give people the benefit of space to let them grow in their own time while we, perhaps if they allow, give a bit of guidance and let them weather through themselves.

I need to accommodate people too and not expecting everyone to accommodate to myself in terms other than the ones that I am doing in now.

Then the other thing I need to learn is to develop my own way of life instead of just following people around and "sacrificing" my own plans for the sake of others. There are healthier ways to do it and I am seeing that I have gone down the unhealthy end. There are times I would just follow others to go certain places and not to lunch just because they are not going, in the end having gastric. Things like that. So, I have to develop my pattern of living too, some that can be compromised and changed (flexible) while some are a definite NOT like having proper meals, sleeping hours, studying and assignment hours.

Other than these life lessons, spiritual lessons are to tame the tongue - find a healthy and safe outlet, renew the mind, crucify the flesh and all its earthly desires, receive God's love, give God's love, flow with the spirit and be excellent in everything I do. Lots more details though :)

Growing, wanting to fly with Him who loves me. :)

I felt His embrace last Sunday. I received answered prayers for hugs. I received breakthrough from insecurities, hurts and the old depression. I received freedom from the condemning voice which is not from God. Most of all, I received healing which open up the passageways for me to receive His love again. :)

I really love my Boyfriend. XD