I can't take

My head spins, I went to the doctor just now.
He checked, "Everything's fine." he said.
"Perhaps mmhmmmhmmm..." he mumbled
"Sleep well and eat well." he advised.

I know I am tired 'til my head spins
But some others just don't understand
They join activities, don't know how to push them away
When trying to push work to me, they complain

Then SpoiltTempurung, never considerate
She with her free time enjoying all the time
Reading her novels til late in the night
Leaving the light on causing me have sleepless nights

Asking her to sleep early, telling her
She scolded me, tell me not to complain
That others are sleeping later than us
And that they are still doing fine after that

I see her study, I feel so evil
Honestly I feel like throwing something at her
Everything must follow her way and never considering mine
And now I'm suffering from lack of rest and sleep

I've come to the point where my head spins and I can't sleep
All I got is a bunch of vitamins
I tried to grab sleep but she still sleeps late
Now I don't know how to fend for myself

I tried hard to find time to study
But duties and stuff comes in my way
Exams are just right in the corner
I feel like my results are slipping out of my hand

When I have free time I tried to study
But I am too tired, nothing went into my brain
My whole body feels lifeless, MM show isn't done
And lots of studies to catch up and and revise

So now I have decided to pull out from theatre
My heart pains but for health and results I have to comply
I aim for first class, I aim really high
For now I can't take it, it's too much for me to hold

I want to join activities, to explore the unexplored
But I can't take so much, I might break down soon
Lord, guide me and sustain me, through things you want me to
I don't want to get into too much that I can't take.