Flow...

I vividly remember being in a service in Wesley Chapel where there are people praying for others who went up for altar call and the people fell over after being prayed for. I was young then. Then I started asking around and no one can remember. Only yesterday did I heard from Oliver that there used to be those kind of gatherings or services in Wesley. And I got the greatest surprise of my life yesterday too. My parents can both speak in tongues! It was a surprise and a delight! But then it's sad that they did not teach us or build us up in that way since young. But thank God that God brought me into this whole area now. It's great learning and searching on this now.

I want to maintain this fire and I don't believe that the fire of the Holy Spirit will be extinguished. I shall diligently spend time with Him all day long talking to Him and looking at all things through His eyes :D I can't thank God enough for bringing Uncle Sam and his team here and helping to open the whole realm of Holy Spirit. Now I'm still waiting for the video sermon I posted to load so that I can listen. I'm searching all over for teachings on this subject as there is a serious lack of teachings on this subject especially in some churches (which names I don't think I should give). And I wonder how Auntie Sheena survived here for all these times... Hmm...

There are various teachings on tongues and also the Holy Spirit. Some a quite contradictory and some are quite wrong in the sense it shows the ignorance or lack of whole wisdom concerning the person of the Holy Spirit, baptism of the Holy spirit and tongues and even the gift of prophecy. I don't think I will pour out the whole theology on it here. I'm still learning and I'm still fanning the fire and I'm still jumping up and down (sometimes) when I get so excited about it all. Haha...

The threat of the extinguishing of the fire is always there. The evil one is hard at work. I still need to keep resisting and still need to keep my eyes pure and keep persisting in searching for more knowledge and understanding especially on the things the Holy Spirit is leading me into right now. I am also taking every chance to spend time and talk to those who is also on fire, as an encouragement and also, a refreshment of the whole thing as I might get a little cold being in the cold world. It's literally like a burning piece of wood that's taken away from the big bonfire where it's easy to be extinguished.

Man... I remember that night, 18 March as a night when it felt so heavenly. Oh Lord... everyone was praying and then people just fell by themselves. We haven't even laid hands on anyone yet! Then, I don't know why because I will normally hesitate and doubt, I automatically move on to people to lay hands on them and pray in tongues and just let the Spirit move. For some they are receiving the gift of tongues and need a bit of encouragement, I will give and then pray along side them and they slowly start speaking, then for others, I just pray behind them and they just fell (slain by the spirit, as some will call it). I was even kind of supporting them so as to make sure they did not fall for the sake of falling but they just fell and I let them fall because that is the work of the Spirit and no one can hinder that. My tongue was praying fast and furious and I had to restrain it a bit because it will become sort of tongue tied because the tongue moved so fast that syllables cannot even be heard clearly. It was a heavenly moment. I did not feel anything, there wasn't any emotion at all that time for me (and I was wondering why but then I had the peace in heart to not doubt that there's a reason for it). I did ask Uncle Sam to pray for me but I wasn't slain, I didn't cry, I didn't feel anything. So I was fully sane that night in simpler words xD But I saw everything, people released their years of pain then after that laughing with utmost joy, youths being ministered to by the Spirit, more youths freed from other bondages, healing of sicknesses and also, cured from skeptical mind and confirmed by the Spirit. It was totally awesome. Some youths, after being slain, "woke up" and said they saw blue skies and white birds and so on... visions. One even saw fire in that room where we were. Tongues of fire were bring sent down from heaven. Uncle Sam said in the conference where he went, he got the vision of heaven letting down tons and tons of doves and also many, many fire surrounding a zigurat in heaven (something like that) and those fires are tongues of fire. And I remember that when I was praying in tongues while laying hands, English words which came fast, rolling from my mouth is "Flow, flow, flow..." It came fast and it didn't come from myself. I tried saying other words but it didn't feel natural which means that the ones I tried to say by myself is from myself except for the Spirit to flow.

I don't know what the above revelation will do to you readers. I'm just too excited about it to contain it all. This will be also a record of what happened.

The other thing I want to remember is a prophecy Uncle Sam gave.

Fountain of clear living water flowing.

At first there is only living water. Then when the fountain came, it hit me full force with great conviction. The water of a fountain flows with great force. The water is clear. It is clean and clear living water flowing with full force. It's a sign of purity, it's a sign of revival, it's a sign of thorough cleansing. Thank you Lord.