31 December 2011

Such a warm warm day. Today is to warmest I felt so far and I have been wearing shirts and not sleeveless for the past few weeks but even today in sleeveless, it is still so so warm.

Ah, I have been thinking of whether to write something to sum up 2011. But, with the even weirder semester timing, it does not feel like the end of something for me. Two weeks of finals to go still before holidays come. But still, I did attempt to sum up this year. I read all my previous posts in all my blogs and journals whether online, offline, private or not and I look and ponder and what I have gone through whether they are pleasant, thoroughly unpleasant and so on.

2011 has been a pretty eventful one. Every year has been, with their own set of highs and lows. This year, there are so much blessings. Heaven's stock of tears of mine has greatly increased as well this year. A lot of thoroughly hurtful times where I felt like there are knives growing inside of me. There are lots of times where I felt very very loved as well. I begin to see how there are people who really loves me, who would go out of their way to protect me and stand up for me. There are people who would be so patient listening to me, chatting with me to sort my thoughts, calm my nerves, give support when I most needed them. I also start to have several few good friends in uni, those who does care and are considerate and not selfish, those who love to hang out with me. I had a best friend who stood by me, supported me, made me laugh and smile until my mouth feels like breaking and my heart jumps with joy. I had a good time with my students who were new friends who are all so cute and so nice. Yes there are a few horrid ones but the rest are all just so nice.

I have loved and let go. I have fallen and stood up again. I have hated and let go. I have cried and smiled again. I have welcomed and said good bye. I have wept and stood up much stronger again. Oh, and one awesome one is, I have finally formed my habit of brushing my teeth at night! :P And I lost a big tooth too this year. Blerk.

I can say, I am not the same as how I was a year ago. From glory to glory as the Lord has led before, from glory to glory will I be led much further more in the coming year.

Wishes for 2012? I did realize that I didn't set up a resolution for 2011. But my all time wish in my heart for each new year would be:

1. Grow prettier each year. Okay joking. I never did except for getting lighter because I remember my resolutions to cut down weight. But next year, yeah I guess. Wouldn't hurt to be prettier or more attractive xD

2. Grow stronger, even more stronger than I was before.

3. Have extremely good results. :D

4. MAYBE grow out my curls again ;)

5. Grow leaps and bounds spiritually.
6. The rest, God, surprise me :) You know what will :)

I guess, that's it! :D Happy new year! Can't wait to get home tho. But for now, may all of you have an even more blessed 2012! :D