Liberated!!!!! 8D

Today marks the end of my ties with CHC. It was a formal, calm ending like one sealing a deal in a business not like a bad break up like that. I think everyone is grateful that it is like that. Although there were emotional turmoils yesterday and this morning, with the cutting of all ties formally just now, it also cut of all life lines of hurts and anything that happened. It is done, it has become a past that will never be able to touch me again. They are not obligated to me and I will not expect anything from them.

I felt it rather weird that the emotions just stopped like that when it was crippling in the past. But I guess that is what happened when it is shed off and I move on. Which is good :D I think the drastic change is also like the above, that there're no more expectations. The stones, the burdens, the ties, the obligations to them is cut off and I am liberated!

I HAVE RETURNED TO MY HAPPY SELF NOW! 8D NGEK NGEK NGEK NGEK *squeals and jumps around and dances around like a little elf being given his favourite thing* xD