Finally Dealing With It

I'm trying to finally deal with the previous hurts now. I was looking back at old posts of the recordings of the hurts and I realized that I was aware of it until I forgot about it and I have been in denial until now.

This came up earlier today. Kinda affected me during test causing me to find it very hard to concentrate as the heart is rather distracted and in the state of hurt. Now to deal with it then to study. There're more papers to go in the next few days!

Yeah. So I've went through all the previous instances that caused hurt. Now listing down the people to forgive. Wrote down the instances of hurt to let go dy.

Of course I won't be putting the list here!

But I do hope this is the once and for all thing when it is all thoroughly dealt with, totally let go so that it won't bother me nor hinder me again.

Tears stop liao lo. I hope the inside one also stop hurting dy so that I can see them and still feel okay.

EHHH TODAY NO RAIN LEHHHHH!!!!! Weather wasn't that hot also. Hmm... I wonder why oh.